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I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn’t be that man I adored
You don’t seem to know, don’t seem to care what your heart is for
But I don’t know him anymore
There’s nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That’s what’s going on, nothing’s fine I’m torn
I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late, I’m already torn
So I guess the fortune teller’s right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don’t care, I have no luck, I don’t miss it all that much
There’s just so many things that I can’t touch, I’m torn
I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late, I’m already torn. torn.
There’s nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That’s what’s going on, nothings right, I’m torn
I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I’m ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You’re a little late, I’m already torn
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[Sunday
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I'm either something or nothing to you, you make the choice... You cant keep changing your mind. I thought I loved you, I thought you cared about me, but to be so cruel and just mean, dosnt lead me to believe you can do that to someone you cared about. I dont know if I can talk to you. You treated me like shit, and it would make more sence to not be friends with the person who claims I'm a whore, because you wouldnt say it if you didnt mean it right?
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[Sunday
[06:42P - 02-27-05]] |
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wilson is here, he drove from Land O Lakes, he goes to my school for cosmetology, I think hes homosexual...hehe. I just found the book JC gave me, with the poem he ment for me to read.
BLIND LOVE
O ME! what eyes hath love put in my head
Which have no correspondece with true sight:
Or if they have, where is my judgement fled
That censures falsely what that see aright?
If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote,
What means the world to say it is not so?
If it not be, then love doth well denote
Loves eye is not so true as all mens: No
How can it? O how can loves eye be true,
that is so vexd with watching and with tears?
No marvel then though I mistake my view:
The sun itself sees not till heaven clears.
O cunning Love! with tears thou keepst me blind,
Lest eyes well seeing thy foul faults should find !
W. SHAKESPEARE
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[Sunday
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i have a new sn by the way
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[Sunday
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Well I'm in Tampa. Stayed at a friends house. Went out to eat, and a moive. Talked alot, decided I need some changes so my journal wont be private anymore but it wont be this one. I'm changing my look kinda. I need a job so if you know anywhere I can get one tell me. I visited my cousins.. I realized I missed seeing my uncle from colorado, and my family from texas because of Adam. But now that I'm with him, Im able to save my money, and I'm going to germany,amsterdam, and all these castles, its some trip thing for summer school related but not but no rules. Anyways either late this week or this weekend I should have some pics up.
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